The voice in my head is calling out to me yet again, telling me to indulge in something that provides me with some security.

It is irrational, and i cannot. But the voice is overwhelming, and i am inherently weak.

Should i, or should i not?

I am indeed inherently weak, and i gave in. It is respite and relief, but yet i feel insanely guilty. I don’t know which is better- being weak against these voices, or being weak against the thing that had put me in such a situation in the first place. 


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