The voice in my head is calling out to me yet again, telling me to indulge in something that provides me with some security.
It is irrational, and i cannot. But the voice is overwhelming, and i am inherently weak.
Should i, or should i not?
I am indeed inherently weak, and i gave in. It is respite and relief, but yet i feel insanely guilty. I don’t know which is better- being weak against these voices, or being weak against the thing that had put me in such a situation in the first place.