I spoke too soon.
I was going to make it into my 8th day, and let it run into weeks, then months. And finally say i’m free.
But i didn’t. And it’s driving me crazy. MAD CRAZY.
Emotions ran amok today. What i felt today was quite unlike anything i’ve felt before. I don’t even know how to describe what it feels like.
I think it’s the withdrawal from diet coke. It was supposed to be my 3rd day off diet coke today. But looking at how i have been the past 3 days, i gave up and now i’m guzzling my diet coke from the PET bottle.
Just die, Steph. JUST DIE.