Irritable

Terribly irritable for who-knows-what reason.

I’d like for the irritability to be gone, because i don’t have the foggiest idea what i would do if i am not able to restraint myself from exploding. I shudder thinking about the possibilities.

Last night was such an ordeal, trying to seek respite in falling asleep while being unable to tell the rest of the family to keep things quiet because that’d be too obnoxious. Almost happened today again while we were in town, but the only thing could do was to keep breathing. I hope this is something transient, really. Such a nightmare.

RA still unrelenting. I cannot even do a grand battement a la seconde without any pain in the hip. How pathetic, really.

What happens when something so wrong, becomes the only right thing and the most natural thing to do?

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