no, steph. please. don’t. i implore you not to. you don’t need it. and you don’t have to do it. wasn’t that enough? you shouldn’t even have begun. now you’re back to square ones. does it matter if you do it again? no. yes. no. it doesn’t matter. yes, it matters. make up your mind. no, steph. not again. not AGAIN. but you fucking deserve it, you fucking weakling. go ahead. no. yes. no. yes. don’t know what i should be doing, or should not be doing. damn it.