a milestone

I turn 21 today.

There is nothing I want which can be bought. I have a lifetime to buy what I want or need.

But there’s so much that I want, that they can never be bought, and are pretty much intangible.

I want the old Steph back.

I want to be happy again.

I want to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and the rainbow after the storm.

I want to hope, be unafraid and uninhibited.

I want to truly live again, and love myself.

I want to go back to God.

And above all, I just want everything to be ok again.

Will it happen? Can I make it happen?

Hoping for a breakthrough this time round.

Happy Birthday Steph. Everything’s gonna be ok.

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