I turn 21 today.
There is nothing I want which can be bought. I have a lifetime to buy what I want or need.
But there’s so much that I want, that they can never be bought, and are pretty much intangible.
I want the old Steph back.
I want to be happy again.
I want to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and the rainbow after the storm.
I want to hope, be unafraid and uninhibited.
I want to truly live again, and love myself.
I want to go back to God.
And above all, I just want everything to be ok again.
Will it happen? Can I make it happen?
Hoping for a breakthrough this time round.
Happy Birthday Steph. Everything’s gonna be ok.