i thought that all i needed was brute strength, sheer courage, gentle humility, and unwavering tenacity, for me to be ok (or to be even more than that). i thought that those were all i needed to bloom.
but no. they weren’t the panacea.
i needed God. and i needed help.
i fought hard and told myself that i could do it alone. i kept fighting against the people who want nothing but the best for me. i simply refused to yield. but whatever for? i was getting hurt altogether, bit by bit.
so i decided to surrender.
TO LET GO, AND LET GOD.