i just started this blog project, Shine On. it is something different as compared to previous years. i always remember what my psychiatrist told me: “do you want to go back to where you came from, after all these admissions, medications, therapies and ECTs?” i certainly do not want that. i’ve always said so, but i’ve never done anything about. it’s different this time. i hope it helps me, and anyone else who might be in need.