i went through the currents again yesterday, for the 34th time in my short life. the amnesia is terrible. but i feel better. i feel like i’m on a high actually, which is usually the case after one’s brain has undergone electric currents. i am now on lithium because we are desperate, even though it can be quite toxic. it is our last hope. i pray it works the wonders they describe it to have, because my life has to go on. not in here, but out in the wild. not unalive, but living.
“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage”– Lucius Annaeus Seneca
“by His wounds we were healed“- Isaiah 53;5