i lied. i did nothing.
true enough, nothing was changed when i saw Dr S. i begged him to do something, and he tried. we went through a list of possible medications that would help. but we have exhausted the list, and there seems to be nothing more that he can do.
i guess my reaction, or rather the lack of it, was just resignation. i give up. how else, may i ask?
still fighting my demons. i’ll be damned. i am already, anyway.
there is a reason why i feel relentlessly hopeless.