i give up

i lied. i did nothing.

true enough, nothing was changed when i saw Dr S. i begged him to do something, and he tried. we went through a list of possible medications that would help. but we have exhausted the list, and there seems to be nothing more that he can do.

i guess my reaction, or rather the lack of it, was just resignation.  i give up. how else, may i ask?

still fighting my demons. i’ll be damned. i am already, anyway.

there is a reason why i feel relentlessly hopeless.

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